When you got in your truck pulled out of the lot and looked back at the building did you think to yourself, Ill miss that place, or thank God thats over with?
I will miss 'some' of the people. I worked for some good people. My department manager was top notch as was the guy over me on my shift. My fellow supervisors were also very good. I am really going to miss some of the union people. There were some that watched my back for me and did their best to keep things running smooth. It will be a long time before I can stop wondering how and what they are doing.
On the other hand there are some that if I never see them again it will be too soon.
I will not miss the factory itself.
I only worked there three and a half years. So I do not feel 'ownership' in the place. I can drive a few miles from my house and see what remains of the 69 acre under roof plant that I worked in for thirty three years. Started at age nineteen and was fifty two when it closed. I felt like I owned a part of that place. Being a supervisor in the area I had made me one of the people whom everybody knew. If I go to Wal-Mart or any other store I will see somebody I know. And my wife taught school for thirty three years. So we can't go out to eat or shopping without being stopped by somebody who knows us. Usually several people whom one of us has worked with in the past.
This amazes my sons-in-law
The feelings I had when I went thru the gatehouse the last time were regret that my working life is over, regret that I will never see some good friends ever again, and regret that I could not have done a better job.
I also felt excitement that I was starting a new phase of my and my wife's lives. Excitement that I was shedding a great responsibility for a greater freedom. And anticipation in starting a new era in my life.
I also felt a great sadness knowing that the greater productive part of my life is over. Now I will 'play' and help my kids and relatives. And in the back of my mind is the realization that my time will soon be over even as I watch the future grow in the shape of my grandchild and the grandchildren to come.
The drive home that night was a long one and yes all these thoughts were running thru my mind as I drove thru the rain to be with the one waiting at home for me.
Life goes on.
RSKY