It was 26 at 0430 when I got up... Could not sleep. The ladies all leave for a 3 night Beach excursion this morning. I'm working today and on the house all weeekend, but Monday when I leave for work (before they come home), I have to start sleeping at a buddies house, hoping she will soon let me come back home...
She needs space to heal... She says she does not want a divorce and I must trust this. But I am very, very anxious and scared.
I do not want to be relegated to the "Used Dads" lot, left to rust away alone...
Gonna be a tough weekend...
Be well all of you,
David