Welcome to the forum.
You need to understand the HST. It is not like an accelerator feeding more gas to the engine. Keep the rpm's up, and back off the forward pedal when the rpm's drop. Pushing down harder just makes the problem worse, not better.
If it didn't "use to do that", then it was just because you didn't have it loaded the same way (or you need to changed the tranny filter and screen).
What you describe is normal for a HST transmission. It will do that in a lower range too, if loaded enough.