I had personally put down one of my animals 35 years ago. I have never done it again ..... nor will I.
Long lasting heartache that will never go away. May be beneficial and painless for the critter but the personal trauma lasted me a lifetime.
I agree as well.
We had two dogs that were dumped on our (dead end) road. Put a Hav-a-heart type trap out (county provided) and were able to catch one of the dogs. The other, smarter (and more aggressive) dog simply would not go into that cage. We even tried to put some valium in some food to simply make him sleepy so we could collar him and hand him to the county. Didn't work.
Was outside in the woods one day walking home in the dark and I heard some deep gutteral growl behind me. It was this dog.
With nieces/nephews running around, I decided we could not trust this dog. I knew he happened to enjoy following the truck.
I got the .22, jumped in the truck and drove out to one of the back fields. Got out of the truck and he was 40/50 feet away just staring at me as though he was wondering why we stopped.
Put the sights to my eye and he stood there facing me.
Must have been a lucky shot as he dropped harder than you could drop a watermellon. Simply crumpled in place. Went up to check on him and he was gone.
Drove truck home, jumped onto backhoe and drove back, dug hole and buried him.
This was a stray that was tearing up things and groweling at us and I STILL to this day, 4-5 years later.... have it fresh in my mind and feel bad about it. I feel it had to be done but that doesn't diminish the vision of him looking right at me as I pulled the trigger.
To do that to one of the family dogs....(or any other family animal), wow... I think I'd suffer nightmares.