Memories, they live with you. Smile at them, have them, and then do what is in front of you. My horse of 26 years coliced and after a night of **** we put him down. My father passed away unexpectedly, brother was diagnosed with brain cancer, mother gave up and passed on. My brother went a year later. It was a trying time, still is. Tears can come like they never could before. But for me it is the memories, and the natural cycle of what simply is. Kindness- I give it when I can, and I try to recognize important things- rushing is not worth it anymore. Find the smile in the little things every day.
Have a good day.