Thats a rough one man... like a part of you dies with a wife like that. TBN community is pulling for you and here for you! Thankfully she is painfree in heaven.
1st Cor. But as it is written, Eye hath not seen, nor ear heard, neither have entered into the heart of man, the things which God hath prepared for them that love him.
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I have not read all the posts, but from someone that has cherished the company of a great lady for 49 plus years I think I understand your pain and I send my sympathies and prayers. Find comfort in the memories of the good times together and the knowledge she is no longer in pain and with the Lord.