My TLB is for me only too!
I have owned a real TLB for 35 years, with only 500+ hours all those years.
A 1970 Ford 3400 TLB (bought in 1986) for 33 years, and my now 15 year old Kubota L48 TLB bought 2 years ago.
Bigger toys (twin airplane, large boat, Canada property) have come and gone, but I still have a TLB.
Used my L48 TLB for 20 minutes today.
Sometimes I go for weeks without using it.
While I am in Florida for 6 months each Winter, it gets zero use!
I don't even think about how little I use it, because I don't care!
It is at my disposal anytime I want it or need it, and I like it that way.
At 80, I am very fortunate to be able to focus solely on the things that I enjoy in life!