KiotiJohn,
I do certainly suffer from a mild anxiety disorder--all of my anxieties relate to bodily injury.
There are two life events, both comparable in many ways to a "lightening strike" of sorts, that have contributed to my irrational fear of bodily injury. The first was a car accident when I was nine years old. My grandfather lost control of the car, we jumped a curb and crashed head on into a house. Luckily we were not going fast and I merely smashed my head against the dashboard hard enough to knock me out and swell my eye shut (no seat belt) for a few days. My grandfather was fine. To a sensitive nine year old, that crash had a tremendous amount of significance and a lasting effect on my understanding of my physical vulnerabilities. The second event was in the early 1990s, during my invincible 20s. I nearly lost my left eye in a drunken (non-driving) accident. The probability of the specific line of causes that resulted in the effect of a large piece of a broken glass picture frame flying across the room at high velocity directly into my eye as I looked up from a bowl of chicken soup to say something to my friend are absurdly miniscule, almost certainly less likely than a lightening strike. Yet, it happened. That accident had a profound effect on my tolerance for perceived threats to my physical safety.
The fear of the rotary mower is a healthy respect-type fear. I have never used one before. I know they are potentially dangerous, therefore I am a little nervous about using it. Once I have it hooked up and have run it for a bit I won't mind it at all.
The lightening on the other hand is completely and utterly irrational.
In one of those neat quirks of timing, there is a lightening storm going on right now! Luckily, I am on the eleventh floor of a 35-story building, in the middle of a hi-rise downtown business district, and about fifty feet from the nearest window, so I have no fear at all. /forums/images/graemlins/laugh.gif
Should I get into my fear of bees too? /forums/images/graemlins/grin.gif /forums/images/graemlins/tongue.gif /forums/images/graemlins/grin.gif No, really, I am terrified of them. /forums/images/graemlins/grin.gif /forums/images/graemlins/grin.gif /forums/images/graemlins/grin.gif