John, We all take chances, we may just have a different threshold where we draw the line.
I'm sure you wouldn't play Russian Roulette with a 6 shooter. How about a 100 shooter? No? How about a 1000 shooter? How about a million shooter. At some point, especially if there is a perception of some sort of gain or benefit (reward), we will deem the risk acceptable, considering the reward, or we will deem it insignificant and ignore it. We all have our own criteria, sometimes adjusted by our emotional state.
Of course if you knew you were definitely going to blow your brains out you wouldn't play Russian roulette at all even with a zillion shooter, just like if you knew the seat would fall off the rental equipment and you'd risk serious injury or worse, you'd probably not do it.
The trick is to recognize situations that are just not good enough and not renegotiate your limits based on emotional state, convenience, and such. If it isn't safe and provident when you are not in a hurry it still isn't safe or provident just because you are.
There is a deadly disease among pilots. It is called get-home-itis. I just have to get home because it would be inconvenient to not make it, someone would think I am a wimp, or I will have to pay for another days airplane rental or ... These people often die and take someone with them. JFK junior knowingly pressed on into conditions for which he was not qualified, probably for one or more of the above stated excuses and all souls on board were lost.
There is a saying among pilots:
There are old pilots and there are bold pilots BUT...
There are few old bold pilots. This is applicable to tractoring and other activities.
The good news is you probably didn't suffer permanent injury (we can only hope) and you live to play again and probably be a more careful citizen for having had that experience.
I hope you are OK and didn't over stress anything too far. I can almost feel the pain of your sore muscles and joints. There are several versions of Excedrin. One of them, Bone and Body, contains no caffeine so you can take it to relieve the pain and not interfere with sleep.
Hope you are up and running again real soon.
Oh, and if the rental outfit doesn't eat the rental charge, I would probably not drop it and go on. They need a wakeup call.
Pat