Maybee you can get visitation rights, since you payed for them.. /forums/images/graemlins/grin.gif
Keep positive, I havent heard of anyone that regreted the final outcome.
You could always place an add after its over and specify that you want a beautifull woman who cooks, cleans and owns a tractor, then ask for a picture of it to make sure you like it /forums/images/graemlins/cool.gif
Sorry, dont mean to make lite of your situation. Sometimes you need to laugh to move on, I have to laugh about my relationship every day. Good luck, things will work out for the better.