I got up at 3:30 or so, my weather widget on my phone said it was 33 at home. I slept better last night, but still not well.
My oldest daughter txt'd me briefly from the car as they were driving home late yesterday afternoon, clearly she was getting the news about separation and was not happy. I was upbeat and loving.
I'm headed to Dallas for some meetings today and I will be there until Friday morning.
Yesterday was the first day where I pretty much did not cry (not much at least). It was very hard driving off the property, and I really miss all my girls.
I appreciate all the support here on TBN, yes I probably spend too much time here, but y'all are a good bunch and I've learned so much, and since moving out to the property it seems like I lost many of my friends. Maybe that was a sign that I was too angry/depressed/negative in addition to the distance farther away from everyone... Feels like almost my only friends are here on TBN... And the guy whose house I'm living, and the ones who showed up this past weekend to help me tidy up and move out...
Beats me... Just like on here TBN, I seem to be a perpetual n00b, last to know anything and first to ask, "What's....?"
God Bless you all very richly.
Right, wrong, or otherwise I'm going to try to be on TBN less. I'm kind of a downer, and I need to try to be still, know God, and work on me for a while. But know I love all-o-y'all like brothers...
Be well,
David