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[charlz]

I am surprised no one else has suggested it yet but... finish up your current jobs and TBN Roadtrip! Sounds like you need to start with your brother and then keep on driving Even if it's just TX there has to be plenty of members to visit/work on projects with. If you make it to Idaho we have a spare bedroom here.

 

[EddieWalker]

charlz,

Funny, but one of the things I suggested to Steph that we do for a vacation is rent an RV and travel around the country to see some of our TBN friends. Stay for a day at their place, meet them in person, see their land, explore their part of the country and then go do it all over again. I just think that would be so much fun and interesting.

As much as I'd love to take off and take in a change of scenery, it's just not an option. The events that happened have shaken me up and have left me feeling insecure and afraid. I'm putting in a securty system, changed all the locks and have added several more locks. I don't expect anything to happen, but I sit here in the dark and get to wondering. I didn't suspect anything, so what is possible, and what isn't possible? My doubts turn into fears and then I start imagining what ifs. I'm armed and dangerous, but i don't want to go there.

In time, my confidence should come back. I'm actually not too worried about that part of it, and the security system is a good idea anyway. Being able to record everything and see who' coming down the road is worth what I've spent. It also gives me something else to do, so it's a win win all the way around.

Eddie

 

[Kyle_in_Tex]

Eddie, when all this is behind you and you get back to yourself, you are going to need a long, dirty and crappy smelling mop to keep the single women at bay. I promise.

 

[dex3361]

charlz,

Funny, but one of the things I suggested to Steph that we do for a vacation is rent an RV and travel around the country to see some of our TBN friends. Stay for a day at their place, meet them in person, see their land, explore their part of the country and then go do it all over again. I just think that would be so much fun and interesting.

As much as I'd love to take off and take in a change of scenery, it's just not an option. The events that happened have shaken me up and have left me feeling insecure and afraid. I'm putting in a securty system, changed all the locks and have added several more locks. I don't expect anything to happen, but I sit here in the dark and get to wondering. I didn't suspect anything, so what is possible, and what isn't possible? My doubts turn into fears and then I start imagining what ifs. I'm armed and dangerous, but i don't want to go there.

In time, my confidence should come back. I'm actually not too worried about that part of it, and the security system is a good idea anyway. Being able to record everything and see who' coming down the road is worth what I've spent. It also gives me something else to do, so it's a win win all the way around.

Eddie

You are in survival mode, your security is shaken and you want to shore it up. Go ahead and do some stuff that alleviates this feeling. You will get to feeling better and I think I hear a glimmer of it in your posts. Keep your head up and know that you are a great guy and you have done the best in a bad situation. Turn and look forward and live for the day and let tomorrows worries and concerns wait. Sometimes when things seem shook up and stressful do something normal and routine it seems to make me feel normal and that helps (me anyway). Most of all and most importantly lean on the Lord. Psalms 46:1 God is our refuge and strength, a very present help in trouble.

 

[dcyrilc]

charlz,

Funny, but one of the things I suggested to Steph that we do for a vacation is rent an RV and travel around the country to see some of our TBN friends. Stay for a day at their place, meet them in person, see their land, explore their part of the country and then go do it all over again. I just think that would be so much fun and interesting.

As much as I'd love to take off and take in a change of scenery, it's just not an option. The events that happened have shaken me up and have left me feeling insecure and afraid. I'm putting in a securty system, changed all the locks and have added several more locks. I don't expect anything to happen, but I sit here in the dark and get to wondering. I didn't suspect anything, so what is possible, and what isn't possible? My doubts turn into fears and then I start imagining what ifs. I'm armed and dangerous, but i don't want to go there.

In time, my confidence should come back. I'm actually not too worried about that part of it, and the security system is a good idea anyway. Being able to record everything and see who' coming down the road is worth what I've spent. It also gives me something else to do, so it's a win win all the way around.

Eddie

Eddie,
Glad to see that you're staying active here on TBN, but take a day and go visit your brother. It will do you some good.

 

[tommu56]

I live too far away but i though of the pad for your dads RV
Maybe some tbn'rs could pull their rv/trailer on it and watch the place if you felt like traveling.

tom

 

[jinman]

Eddie, whatever you do, don't sit and "stew." I think you are starting to clear your head and take charge of your recovery from the initial shock. Bravo!

 

[Thomas]

Good to see you taking steps forward Eddie,keep steping and before you realize it you shall be stand in the light from the tunnel.

 

[mjarrels]

Eddie... As a formal MARINE take charge... I'm a retired NAVY CHEIF... take charge... it a head game...

 

[MossRoad]

Then I went to Office Max, Office Depot and Best Buy to look at a new computer.

Eddie,
Check out Tigerdirect.com and look at their factory refurbished PCs. They have really good deals on off-lease machines. Three years ago we got a HP 2.4g P4 with XP Pro for under $200.00 with a 1 year warranty for our daughter. If you are not a heavy gamer or video editor, they are great machines to consider.