If it dug better in reverse than it did forward, I would assume you had it tilted back. If you adjust the top link to shorten it, then it should dig better going forward. Now, as to your question about whether you can break something going backwards, yes, you can. The two lift arms (lower links) are designed to withstand more tension (pulling) than compression (pushing), so you might bend those arms, as some of our forum members have done. Naturally, it depends on how much pressure you put on them when you're pushing backwards. I've pushed with my tractor until it simply ran out of traction and couldn't push any further and never damaged anything. On the other hand, I wouldn't get to rolling backwards and ram something.