If I don't stay busy at 74 and battling cancer for 7 years now and a very understanding wife whom I credit with keeping me on this side of the dirt (I'd be planted now if it wasn't for her and her dedication to my welfare). I've had some terrible times in the last seven years, lots of pain and lots of surgeries but I keep on going. All the medical people I deal with constantly tell me I have the right attitude. We all get our turn eventually, we come into this world, naked and afraid and we all leave the same way.
I've made my peace with the Lord and I thank him for every day he allows me to be here. Every venture I've gotten into, I've always managed to come out on top, except this cancer thing and eventually, it will be my demise but for now, we keep on plugging along.
At 74, I've slowed down a bit, but not too much and when people see me, even today, they all say I don't look my age. Inside, I feel my age however. Been a rough 7 years for me. I don't wish what I deal with on anyone. in fact, right now, I'm wearing an infusion pump getting my chemotherapy, I do it every 2 weeks, hospital then 2 days with the pump. Keeps me going and hopefully they will find a cure before my time is up.
Everyone has cancer inside of them, everyone. What triggers it is still a mystery however.
All about attitude 100% and staying busy always helps. Been retired since I was 57 after 29 years of driving a big truck for a company that actually took care of their employees. Even today, I'm still good friends with not only the owners but most of the managers I worked for and I still hunt with 2 of them. Didn't hunt last year except locally, no out west trips as I was dealing with Non-Hodgkins Lymphoma on top of everything else, which I beat btw.
Coming on here and a few other forums, gives me an outlet to the fantasy world of the Internet, which I enjoy and gets me away from the reality of everything else. This is my personal medicine to help me keep going. This and my very dedicated wife.
Was up early this morning as the pump and the infusion of the 'chemo' keeps me awake. I get it off today and then 2 weeks of rest and I do it again. 3 more times and then a PET scan to see what is transpiring inside of me. I always hope it will be a good scan and I deal with the same oncologist I've dealt with for the last 7 years, him and Cleveland Clinic, I have to distinct medical teams, one here (Ypsilanti) and one in Cleveland as well.
if it wasn't for my wife and her retirement from the DOD, we'd be living in a cardboard box under a bridge somewhere. If I told you how much my hospital bills were, you'd faint. Lets just say I could put a heck of a dent in the National Debt.
I may be here now, but tomorrow is a crap shoot and that applies to everyone, you, me and everyone else. Life is fleeting so enjoy it because it's not infinite. Only the Lord lives forever.
Enough said on that. Have a blessed day, I'm going to.