dullpain
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Great news Doofy , hope all the follow-ups go well.
Pituitary Tumor Update: Thank you all for the Prayers. I survived the operation and am back home recuperating(drove home in 3" of wet, heavy snow).
Awesome Surgeons and support folks. They managed to save the pituitary gland and were much less invasive than what is customary. The tumor turned out to be the size of a walnut. Just back and forth for follow-ups now. :cool2:
Nice to know. I am fairly certain that they dip those catheters in Vaseline and then roll them in crushed glass. No joy.Glad to hear it, I've missed reading your posts. What they don't tell you about ripping that catheter out is how long the dratted thing is, or that little strategically placed water makes it come out much less painfully.
Yeah I had a pretty tough time of things for awhile there.
There was the bout with cancer, then I was so fatigued I could no longer farm, so I had a guy come in and cut my woodlot off to pay the property taxes. He ended up stealing all my wood (72 truckloads) so I ended up having to go to court...twice. Then we ended up selling our flock of sheep to pay the property taxes that the logger was supposed to pay me with. Then while dealing with that, my wife and our son, and just when I was sure I could not take any more, I found out I had pituitary cancer.
It was a tough go of things for sure, enough so I wrote a book about it. In writing this post, I realize it does not sound all that bad, but I left a lot of details out. It was a tough time.
But now, I have just accepted things. It has taken awhile, and while I hate the term, what I have is just the new-normal. I have good days, and I have bad days. And a lack of sleep, that is just how life is. And my wife, I feel bad for her, but as she says, she signed up for it "for better or for worse."
But It has given me more compassion for other people. I try to give to charity a lot more, and help the less fortunate out.
I have not found published it yet, but it is called "Greater than Gold."
My wife and I are Christians and that is what we found out with each debilitating issue we faced, the same question: "Is Jesus enough?" This was asked as we lost my health, our livestock, our finances, and even our child.
But throughout this ordeal, I was also chasing a hunch that I had, and discovered heavy mineralization on our farm too, and hence the name of the title. On March 20th 2019 in a stream I discovered a rare palladium nugget. There are only 20 locations in the world where this has been found, and Maine is one of them. The date was significant, it was the day Palladium hit its highest price ever; $1560.40 per troy ounce, some $260 an ounce higher than gold.
So the book is not just about gloom and doom, but about a major geological discovery, incredible hardships, intense loss, but ultimately that faith in God that is the most precious thing of all.
Medical stuff is hard, because it is easy to think, "oh I have this too, this is what it will be like for you." I try not to be that way because what you experience will most likely be different than what I experience. Still, when I read what you are going through, I wanted you to know that some of us have been there. That can be reassuring sometimes.
I am in no way saying you will have to face this, but for me, I went from going to Drs weekly in hopes of finding a cure, to now realizing, it is just something I have to live with. I am a slow learner, so it took me three years to make that discovery. Sure, for most there is surgical options, for now, there isn't with me. I am not bitter about it, God could chose to cure it if he wishes, but for right now that is not his choice. So I accept it, and hope to help others.
It's my belief that these miracles are present many, many times each day. We just have to open ourselves to see them.![]()
TrueUntil you realize you didn't break it.![]()

It's my belief that these miracles are present many, many times each day. We just have to open ourselves to see them.![]()