Samandothers
Gold Member
Prayers for you. Many here have/will give moral support. Great suppurt here.
So many thanks to all. I spent all day wondering if I should persue her, or sit and wait hoping she would come back. Since she had it in her mind to leave, I was scared that persuing her may push her further away. By last night I figured I had nothing to lose since she was already gone. I went to my M-I-L's house where she was. About the only thing that came out of that was me realizing that she had already decided we were over. Hoping she would return home with me, but realizing she is probably gone forever. It's just so hard for me to have to turn my back on someone I love so much.
I will try to ease back into "busy work", but right now I don't see much reason for it or anything else. So many unanwered questions.
I came here for a good word, and thanks for all the support. I'm too broke up to actually talk to someone about it. I know that I need to tell my parents, but it's so much easier to send them an email (stupid, I know). But my parents are facing enough problems without knowing that I have failed at one of life's greatest opportunities. Plus seeing me break-down cannot be healty for them. I just feel that they are going through enough emotionally without something more to worry about.